Woke up feeling guilty. Not about anything in particular, just not good. Why? Too distracted. Ignoring Him. I need to listen to my conscience. This substack clarifies for me what is happening. What indeed are my sins - the prime one being not getting my strength, discernment, focus and reason for being from him. I do ask the Holy Spirit to come daily and show me how to live and how to pray. Then I offer my day in thanks and reparation, but I my days bear little fruit (according to his Will) which is the proof of my submission to him. I don’t follow through by examining my life in the evenings. I want to hear him in the whispers of my heart. I want to be awake! At this moment at any rate. 🥹 When I look at all I have to do I am defeated. That is not the end- all, not my purpose. Why do I desire anything other than to serve him? Be in him? Abide in him? But, WHEN I turn towards the sun, naturally, like a flower, I am enthused! I see past the veil of this world. I am on fire for him, and through him.
Today (right here, right now, this moment) may I let myself be vulnerable, sensitive, and in love. Today may I stop to hear the voice of God, recognize him in everything, seek him in everything, turn towards him, rely on Him. Choose life everlasting. Amen
Woke up feeling guilty. Not about anything in particular, just not good. Why? Too distracted. Ignoring Him. I need to listen to my conscience. This substack clarifies for me what is happening. What indeed are my sins - the prime one being not getting my strength, discernment, focus and reason for being from him. I do ask the Holy Spirit to come daily and show me how to live and how to pray. Then I offer my day in thanks and reparation, but I my days bear little fruit (according to his Will) which is the proof of my submission to him. I don’t follow through by examining my life in the evenings. I want to hear him in the whispers of my heart. I want to be awake! At this moment at any rate. 🥹 When I look at all I have to do I am defeated. That is not the end- all, not my purpose. Why do I desire anything other than to serve him? Be in him? Abide in him? But, WHEN I turn towards the sun, naturally, like a flower, I am enthused! I see past the veil of this world. I am on fire for him, and through him.
Today (right here, right now, this moment) may I let myself be vulnerable, sensitive, and in love. Today may I stop to hear the voice of God, recognize him in everything, seek him in everything, turn towards him, rely on Him. Choose life everlasting. Amen
Thank you for sharing! God desires us to rely on Him. We all need that reminder. God bless you.
Amen Donna, and thank you for your honesty. We are in a spiritual battle daily. God bless, and you inspired me to pray my Rosary.
Thought provoking , helpful and inspiring!