I falter and sin every single day. I take my eyes off Jesus more often than I care to admit. Like Peter, I let fear, doubt, and distraction pull me under. But I’m so incredibly grateful for God’s grace—grace that doesn’t wait for me to get it all right, but reaches for me the moment I cry out, “Lord, have mercy on me, for I am a sinner.” His mercy is new every morning, and even in my weakness, He is faithful. I’m not saved because I’m strong—I’m saved because He is.
Trust is the key, but I can be weak there. Thing is I have found that when I trust and ask the Lord for help after messing up or doubting, or being angry etc. He does as Paul says "make all things work for good"! And when I open my eyes and humbly trust "all things will work for good" the very thing I wanted I find would have been very wrong for me, and Jesus had something better in mind. Sometimes the very thing I didn't want!
To day is August 5-25! I am trying to be in better 🐮 🐮 4 Skyler $$ Trinidy not be so mad 😡 && push over towards people places and things❣️📝💋‼️💯💚💚💚🏠😊🙏So yesterday’s meeting with finding the right apartments was interesting considering these landlords are scumbags and our doctors are shady it’s all about them and what they want not me as a possible great tenant that wants 😊 and excited to possibly pick some thing out no I am on date-lines and they choose and if I do not they will not work with me al most like they want me to fight and argue with them then I think of my daughters and smile and say sure but I am not happy with that I am watching what I am eating also I remembered when god came to me and said green my child every thing green eat it love it but it except it and things will come my way I remember waking up and thinking green in my past anilizing my dream because remember we met a lot and thinking green 🫘 I have to eat my salads lol 😝 but this is true green green green I love you I need help with people that do not tell the truth should I ignore them or answer back to them they are childish I also need help with being on the right dose and amount of medicine to do this for you I need you to be my avocados and fitch please do not get me in any situations I can not understand and that’s a lot to not want to deal with it and some are a must unless there is another way oh and ssi I am having trouble getting that can we do that 4 me to day we are probably alike you want to give me the right things and I need money it cost to live out here and to stay clean my apartment is nasty bed bug I scratch cxo
I falter and sin every single day. I take my eyes off Jesus more often than I care to admit. Like Peter, I let fear, doubt, and distraction pull me under. But I’m so incredibly grateful for God’s grace—grace that doesn’t wait for me to get it all right, but reaches for me the moment I cry out, “Lord, have mercy on me, for I am a sinner.” His mercy is new every morning, and even in my weakness, He is faithful. I’m not saved because I’m strong—I’m saved because He is.
Trust is the key, but I can be weak there. Thing is I have found that when I trust and ask the Lord for help after messing up or doubting, or being angry etc. He does as Paul says "make all things work for good"! And when I open my eyes and humbly trust "all things will work for good" the very thing I wanted I find would have been very wrong for me, and Jesus had something better in mind. Sometimes the very thing I didn't want!
To day is August 5-25! I am trying to be in better 🐮 🐮 4 Skyler $$ Trinidy not be so mad 😡 && push over towards people places and things❣️📝💋‼️💯💚💚💚🏠😊🙏So yesterday’s meeting with finding the right apartments was interesting considering these landlords are scumbags and our doctors are shady it’s all about them and what they want not me as a possible great tenant that wants 😊 and excited to possibly pick some thing out no I am on date-lines and they choose and if I do not they will not work with me al most like they want me to fight and argue with them then I think of my daughters and smile and say sure but I am not happy with that I am watching what I am eating also I remembered when god came to me and said green my child every thing green eat it love it but it except it and things will come my way I remember waking up and thinking green in my past anilizing my dream because remember we met a lot and thinking green 🫘 I have to eat my salads lol 😝 but this is true green green green I love you I need help with people that do not tell the truth should I ignore them or answer back to them they are childish I also need help with being on the right dose and amount of medicine to do this for you I need you to be my avocados and fitch please do not get me in any situations I can not understand and that’s a lot to not want to deal with it and some are a must unless there is another way oh and ssi I am having trouble getting that can we do that 4 me to day we are probably alike you want to give me the right things and I need money it cost to live out here and to stay clean my apartment is nasty bed bug I scratch cxo